Been a while

So... I decided to take the plunge and get Bariatric surgery. Boooo! I know! I am scheduled for August 26th for the gastric sleeve. I AM very nervous but I need to do this to get the weight off. I know there is a lot of things to be said about the surgery but I don't care anymore. There's nothing anyone could say to me that I haven't thought. 

1. No I can't do it on my own. 

2. No this is not the easy way out

3. Yes life will be harder for a while

4. Yes this was a difficult decision

5. I have a ton of support

6. My surgeon is really good

7. The nutritionists are helpful

9. I'm going to miss junk food

10. My life will improve

11. I can play and be active WITH my kids instead of watching them

12. This is hard

13. Liquid diet?!?!?

14. I'm being an inconvenience to my family

15. My friends don't understand 

16. Nobody really understands 

17. I am scared

These are pretty much my thoughts on a daily basis.