Trying

Well I am officially down 26 pounds in my weightless group. The weekends kill me though. They really do. I can't stay focused and no matter how hard I try pizza always shows up.  I LOVE pizza. 

I wish they had rehab for fat people like they do for drugs and alcohol. I would SO totally sign up for a 30 day stay. I want to cry some days because it's so hard. I hate when people say cthings like "just have one" or "only eat the serving size". Clearly I am the poster child for self control (insert big eye roll). I know that some people just don't get it or just don't understand. 

I LOVE food. I love to eat. Excessively. I'm trying to refrain and be good. Most days I succeed some days I don't. I just keep making myself shake it off and move forward. One meal at a time.